I'm losing my mind trying to find a fan-fiction. Here are the details that I remember (that, when googled, won't bring up what I'm hunting):
- Harry is pregnant by Draco and is abandoned by him
- gives birth alone, with only his Healers
- doesn't put a middle name on the birth certificate
- baby boy named James, I think
- Baby has colic and doesn't stop crying, and has diarrhoea
- Harry gets sick
- nipples cracked and inflamed
- possible blood poisoning
- Briefly, in exhaustion and moment of abject depression, considers letting his son drown in his bath
- Blocks the outside world out until he can no longer take care of either of them
- Gets back together with Draco but is nervous and easy to hurt emotionally now
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